Cultivating The Heart
Amin. Amin. May we surrender all responsibiliity to God, the limitless Ruler of grace and incomparable love. Amin.May our life, its exaltedness, the good times and the bad be His responsibility. Amin.May He be responsible for our birth, our life, and our death, and for the good and evil we do. May He alone be responsible for the exaltedness of our life, for the grace that will take away our sorrow, and for the duty that will make us grow and bring us to the other shore. Amin.
My
very precious children, jeweled lights of my eyes, fellow
beings who are the life within my life, the source of
my eyes' light, my loving children who melt my heart,
I give you my loving greetings. May God comfort us and
give us His grace. Amin.Let God alone be responsible
for everything in our life and for its splendor. May
He nurture us on the true path. May He feed us His good
qualities and give us His grace, His treasure, His limitless
wealth. May He feed us the milk of His love and pour
the honey of His grace into us. May He show us the light
of wisdom and teach us to understand the secrets of
the three worlds. May He show us the straight true path.
May He grant us His grace and embrace us with the wealth
of His grace. Amin.
My loving children, my jeweled lights, consider the
world, this earth. We have lands and oceans, jungles
and huge mountains. There are places where you can farm,
places where you cannot, and places where the soil is
rich but of no use because it has not been cultivated.
Some earth is salty, some is red, and some is black
or various other colors. Brass, copper, iron, sulphur,
oil, and precious gems are all found in the earth, but
they cannot be found everywhere. There are rocks everywhere,
but not precious gems. Water is everywhere, but in some
places it is not at the surface. You might find water
where none is evident if you dig very deep, but you
have to make a great effort to reach it. There is no
place without earth, without water, without air, without
fire, or without illusion. The elements exist in the
earth, in the skies, in the seven lower worlds, and
in the seven heavens above. But precious gems, my children,
do not exist everywhere.
Earth is found everywhere, but can we grow crops just anywhere? Water is everywhere, but can we drink just any water? Air is everywhere, but can we inhale just any air? Fire is everywhere, but can we use fire just anywhere? Illusions are found in abundance everywhere, but do we accept them all? There is land everywhere, but can we build a house just anywhere? No, we cannot.
My very precious children, these things are all available, but we must know which crop will grow in which soil and what kind of fertilizer is needed. We must know where we can find gems, where the oil is, where the lead is, the copper, the gold, iron ore, silver, mercury, and sulphur. We must examine the earth to discover which stones contain gems, we must examine the world to discover which water will quench our thirst, and we must analyze the air we breathe to know which gases are beneficial or essential.
This
is the way we have to search for God too. We have to
scrutinize the gurus and sheikhs we meet. We have to
discover where the wisdom we need exists, what sort
of wisdom can be found where, and what wisdom truly
is. Just as it is necessary to find the correct place
for whatever we need to do, we must also find the place
where we can discover that which is of true value, the
place from which we can reach God and acquire His qualities,
His treasure, and His wisdom. My very precious children,
we must examine all this.
There are millions of gods which take the name of God,
millions of religions which take the name of God, and
millions of languages and histories which claim to speak
in God's name. So many people put on different robes,
clothing, and emblems in God's name. Many such things
have been brought into existence in God's name, but
on this farm, this world where everything is available,
we must cultivate our crops. We must cultivate the land
and examine the soil to know which crops will grow.
We must find the land that we can live on and build
our house, and we must find water which is drinkable.
We must think about all these things.
My children, if you need a well, you might have to dig two to find one with good water. And you might have to dig twenty, forty, one hundred, or even one thousand feet just to find two springs. If those springs are good, the water will well up continually. If they are not, either your well will dry up very soon or the water level will drop in one season and rise in another. But if you dig your well in the correct place which is not affected by the changing seasons, water will always be available. You have to dig the well in the right place.
There is endless water in the ocean, but can we drink it? No we cannot. The water in the ocean never diminishes but it is not drinkable. Similarly, there is so much water in a lake, but if you just boldly walk in, you may drown. And after all your digging, can the amount of water in a well compare with the amount in a pond? No, but the pond water contains germs, dirt, and fungi. You cannot drink it directly; it has to be cleaned first, because so many things are mixed in it. Once you examine it, you will discover all the dirt and the stench in that pond. Then how can we drink its water? We have to filter it first.
My
very precious children, the world is within us. Just
as there are different kinds of water, there are different
kinds of knowledge. You will find religions, scriptures,
and philosophies as deep as the ocean. There are languages
as vast as the ocean. There are so many different alphabets--Hebrew,
Arabic, English, or Telugu, for example--and so many
countless languages, like Greek, Kerandhum, Pali, Urdu,
Hindi, Waduhu, Bengali, and so on. There are many, many
languages, but can we benefit from them? Can we see
God through these letters? Can we see God through the
words we learn? Can we know God through any of our races
even though they are as vast as the ocean? Although
the earth is everywhere, can we plant crops anywhere?
No we cannot. Can we inhale any air indiscriminately?
If we breathe the air coming from a toilet, we will
fall ill. It is air, but we cannot breathe it. Fire
is everywhere, but if we try to confine every fire into
one place, it will burn us up. Can we bake bread anywhere?
Can we dig a well or find a spring just anywhere? No
we cannot.
My very precious children, we see countless things every
day which are of no benefit to us. Do we acquire wisdom
through the alphabet? If we study Hebrew do we acquire
wisdom? Do we acquire wisdom through Arabic or English?
Do we merge with God? No, we cannot achieve that state
through languages. They are like the waters of the ocean,
salty and incapable of quenching thirst. None of them
can benefit us; none of this water can be used to cultivate
a good crop.
Can we reach God with race, religion, color, prejudice, and discrimination? Can we grow a true crop of wisdom through such channels? No we cannot. Only after examining the soil can we determine where to grow which crop. Only after examining the water can we determine whether it is pure. We have to examine each place to determine its shortcomings and then find a healthy, clean environment in which to live and build our house.
This is why we have to consider everything and examine each condition. It is essential and urgent to analyze each little detail. We have everything. We have all these languages, yet languages, colors, and words--this kind of cultivation is of no use to us. Books and stories, like the waters of the ocean, are of no use to us. We cannot grow that crop of wisdom with these.
Cells,
viruses, energy, mercury, sulphur, gold, and silver
are all found in many different places, but who knows
where? Only God knows, because He is the only One who
does not need any of these. He does not need gold, He
does not need gems or mercury, He does not need anything,
and that is why He knows everything that exists everywhere.
The One who needs nothing knows everything; the One
who has discarded everything perceives everything. He
knows every bit of the earth and the seas. He knows
every language, all the scriptures, religions, colors,
races, metals, and gold. He knows all about them, but
He does not want them. He has pushed all these away
and does not even think about them. He does not try
to acquire these things. He takes no interest in our
languages, our colors, our racial prejudice, our gold,
titles, honors, or knowledge. He is not interested in
our praise or blame, in our earnings, our wealth, or
our histories. He has discarded all this. And because
He has discarded everything, He is complete everywhere.
My precious children, jeweled lights of my eyes, from
the time you are one month old until you are a year
and a half or two years old you speak many, many different
languages. You speak the languages of all God's creations,
yet your parents do not understand or pay attention.
Until they teach you to understand their own language,
they do not understand yours; it is completely incomprehensible
to them.
An infant speaks a thousand languages when he says, "Aaah, mmmnn." He knows every language, but although his parents spoke that way too at one time, they have forgotten. As the child grows, it learns the temporary language of the parents and forgets that original one. The parents teach their child, "We are Arabic. We are Hebrew. We are Telugu. We are English." They teach these temporary languages and the original one leaves. The child acquires the separation of 'you' and 'I', and is taught the relationships of my father, my uncle, my grandfather.
Well,
my children, even though we study many languages, they
are of no use to us at all. We knew them once before
as children and forgot them. Each language is spoken
in a specific place. Birds have their languages, all
the animals have their languages. Bees have their own
language, as do rats, deer, monkeys, men, and donkeys.
The child knows and speaks them all. Who taught him
this? The child speaks that nonspecific language which
is found throughout the world. All God's creations speak
this language. The whole world is within the child:
the different gases, all those languages, gold, gems
and the light of those gems. Grace, beauty, light, and
God are inside him too. Everything exists in totality
within the child. Even heaven and hell are within him.
He must start to examine all these things.
If a child could retain that original speech, he would
speak a universal language which everyone understands.
And because he could speak everyone's language, he would
have no sense of differences. He would think of all
lives as his own. Everyone would be his brother or sister.
He would trust everyone and love everyone. He would
show compassion to every living creature, because he
would speak their language and understand. Knowing that
original language would enable him to do that. But because
he has forgotten this and has learned a temporary language,
he thinks, "I am great. This is my religion, that is
your religion."
My
very precious children, my jeweled lights, we have a
world inside us, we have five different gases in us,
we have desire which is illusion inside us, gold, mercury,
and every conceivable thing. We have every language
inside us. So what must we do? We must start by examining
this earth within our hearts to discover which crops
can be grown there, what kind of cultivation are we
capable of, what can we cultivate that will be of use
to us, which languages are we going to speak, which
language can we use to invite God to us. We have to
start digging into these things to understand them.
We have to examine and analyze them to discover where
the wisdom, the light, and the completeness originate.
Once we sort and examine these things, we will discard
everything that is not useful, just as God, knowing
everything, discarded everything. Once He created everything,
God discarded everything. He is humble and all-pervasive,
doing His duty to everyone, everywhere. God does not
take any of His creations for Himself. He has given
up everything, yet He does His duty to everything. He
wants no praise, He is neither selfish nor proud, He
has no 'I', no 'you', He has none of this. He learned
all there is to learn and then discarded it all.
God knows every language and He has discarded them all.
He knows every alphabet and He has let them all go.
He has let everything go except for one point which
is His. That one point is wisdom, and that one point
connects us to God. He wants none of our literature
or languages, He wants only that atom contained within
our hearts. There is a connection between this atom
and the mysterious power inside it. God has given up
everything else, so what can He do with the languages
you offer Him? He has given up literature, so why offer
Him writings? He has given up gold, so why try to offer
Him gold? He has given up precious gems, so why offer
Him gems? What would He do with them? He has given up
races, so what can He do with the race you offer Him?
He has given up religions, so what can He do with the
religion you offer Him? He has given up colors, so what
can He do with the color you offer Him? He has given
up praise, so what is the point in flattering Him? He
has given up selfishness, so what can He do with the
selfishness we give Him?
Can we reach that One who has given up countless objects by offering Him what He has discarded? We can never return to Him or merge with Him that way. God has none of that, yet He is complete within each thing He has given up. There is no place where God is not, there is nothing He does not see, nothing He has not created, no justice He has not determined, no life He has not fed. He feeds the grass, the weeds, the shrubs, the evil people, and those who are in hell. He feeds the food of hell to those who are in hell. He feeds the earth with earth. He feeds those who possess the truth with truth, those who have wisdom with wisdom, and those who have His grace with grace. To those who have surrendered to Him, He feeds Himself. He feeds the earth with earth, He feeds water with water, He feeds animals with animals, He feeds insects with insects, He feeds ants with ants, He feeds termites with termites, He feeds fish with fish, and He feeds His food to those who have surrendered to Him.
Each
species or category in His creation is fed with the
specific food God has reserved for it. That food becomes
its own particular food. If we try to hang on to hell,
He feeds us the things of hell. If we are arrogant He
feeds us arrogance, if we are patient He feeds us patience,
if we are wise He feeds us wisdom, if we are truthful
He feeds us truth. Truth is the food of the truthful.
Our wisdom is God's food, and God's grace is our food.
We must investigate and analyze everything that happens,
my precious children. Religion, philosophy, literature,
color, race, and scriptures are of no use to us because
God has none of that. We are all His children. He is
the Father of all His creation. And because He is our
Father, He feeds and nourishes us so that we may grow.
He is the Father of the grass, the bushes, the sun,
the moon, of everyone, of every life. There is only
one Father for each and every creation, for each of
His countless creations. He provides for them all without
attachment. He gives them everything, but nothing He
provides remains within Him. He does His duty to everything,
but receives nothing from them in return.
My
precious children, there is one point for which we must
dig with our wisdom, our faith, our prayers, our worship,
and our 'ibadat, our devotion. If we want to
return to God and merge with Him, then we must examine
ourselves and look for that point. We must discard everything
from ourselves just as our Father did. The day we do
this, we will merge with Him. When we no longer have
these colors, races, religions, languages, and literatures
inside us, we can meet Him. But if instead, we bundle
together the things He has discarded and offer them
to Him, He will not accept them. He will throw them
away. He threw these things away before and He will
throw them away again. If we offer Him our languages,
He will throw them away. If we offer Him our colors,
He will throw them away. If we offer Him our races,
He will throw them away. If we offer Him our gold or
our illusion, He will throw them all away. None of these
are of use to us.
If we try to profit from the languages we have learned,
from the knowledge we have acquired, from our religion
or race, nothing will come of it, because God has no
use for anything selfish. He does not fight, He has
no prejudice, no arrogance, no anger. He does not discriminate.
He has no ego. He has none of this. And now that we
have separated ourselves from the One who has none of
these attributes, how can we return to Him? By imbibing
His qualities of patience, tolerance, and tranquillity,
and putting them into action. We can come close to God
through His qualities. When our wisdom develops and
our determination accepts His treasures, we will know
God. Until we have the wisdom to acquire that knowledge,
our religions, races, and colors will only end in a
battle which will destroy our nation, the world, our
life, and our birth. That battle will destroy our compassion,
our patience, our unity, and our family. This war will
destroy our connection to that One God.
It
is very difficult to reach God if we have all these
wars going on inside. With our devotion in that state,
with our faith in that state, with our prayer, meditation,
and worship in that state, we can never return to God
because He has no battlefield, no armies, no discrimination,
no prejudice. He does not notice whether someone is
black or white. He gave us the original languages we
spoke earlier. Everyone speaks those languages; earth,
fire, water, air, and ether all speak those languages.
There is a musical note in the air, "Aahaahaahaah."
You hear those sounds in the air don't you? "Oohoohoohooh."
You can hear that sound in water, can't you, and " Shhhhhhhhhh,"
the sound in fire. You can hear these sounds in the
earth when it quakes, erodes, and resounds, and in the
sky when lightning appears and it thunders. All those
colors are found in the ether, in maya. All these things
are visible, they all exist, do they not? But we cannot
go to God with the things we see around us, with the
things which exist everywhere.
We have water within us, and fire, and earth, and air.
We have ether, colors, and illusions within us. We all
have all of this. None of it has left any of us. So
what basis do we have for discrimination and prejudice?
Satan is in our bile. We all have black dots in our
pupils, some have black hair, and some wear black clothes.
Everything exists within us. If we want to fight, we
have to fight parts of our self first. We have to fight
our liver, we have to fight our nostrils. Every color
is inside us, blue, black, green, and we have to fight
them first. Once we finish those wars, that will most
certainly be the end. But if we keep all that inside
us, what is the point in fighting on the outside and
discriminating against others on the basis of language?
Some people feel nauseated when they hear Arabic. Others
feel sick when they hear Hebrew, others when they hear
English or Tamil or Telugu. Why should these languages
make people feel sick? When you retch that way only
your own gut comes out. The nauseated person is the
one who suffers. As long as we retain whatever makes
us feel that nausea, we will experience pain.
Why
should we carry our houses on our heads? Enter your
house when you need to and come back out again. Do your
work, sleep, or sit there, but why should you carry
it around? God does not have a house, does He? True
knowledge is understanding all this. It will come when
you begin to analyze things, when a good crop grows
inside you, when the strength of wisdom grows in you,
and when you begin to surrender. What does surrender
mean? Does it mean going away somewhere to die? No,
it is the state in which our qalb, our innermost
heart, joins with God's in perfect faith, saying, "0
my God, none of these actions are mine, everything I
do belongs to You. There is no place where You are not.
All my suffering begins with not seeing You. All my
suffering begins with holding on to things inside myself
that You do not keep inside You. 0 God, take everything
away from me that You have removed from Yourself. I
need nothing other than your path. Everything I have
which You do not causes me such sorrow, suffering, pain,
woe, and misery. It is hell. 0 God, please remove from
me those things that are not in You, whatever they may
be. 0 my Father, please accept me, and let everything
inside me fall away. " That is surrender.
It is our duty to surrender all responsibility to God.
Nothing else will do us any good. When will you begin
to acquire wisdom? When will you see God? When will
you merge with your Father? You will never return to
Him through literature, languages, or other such things.
You will never find God with the things you keep inside.
Discard everything which is not within our Father, and
try to bring Him only those things He has in Himself.
All the languages you studied, whatever language you
pray in, all this is like the salt water of the ocean
which can never quench your thirst. You perceive it
as water, yet you cannot even bathe in it. The only
thing it is good for is to relieve the itching of your
body. Salt water is very useful for those who have itching
bodies. It is good for the itch of your mind. It is
good for illusion or maya which keeps itching to go
to the seashore, but it cannot help us come to our Father.
To do that we must acquire His qualities and wisdom.
Anything else is like the ocean water which will never
quench our thirst. All the religions, racial, doctrinal,
and linguistic wars, all the fighting because of our
birth or our death will never be of any use to us in
a million years, because none of these things are found
with our Father.
We
must analyze ourselves and find God within us. We must
have His wisdom. Just as we extract electricity from
water, we must take the light from that light of God,
take the grace from His grace, extract our Father from
our Father. This is what we have to take from Him. This
is the most important thing we have to do. That point
must merge with that point. Everything else can be discarded.
We must think about this.
Precious jeweled lights of my eye, we must come to that
place where there is firm determination, wisdom, and
prayer, where the Father and His children are together
as one. We should think about this. Until that state
emerges within us, our knowledge is like a mirage, and
all the languages and everything else we have learned
in our life is like oil poured on fire. Our knowledge
is like oil poured on fire, useless because it will
burn. Our actions are like oil poured into hell, like
throwing all the decent things we sought in our lives
into hell. This is what it is like in hell. Precious
jeweled lights, all our flattery, honors, positions,
ego, religions, races, writings, and battles are oil
poured into hell. Discriminating between this one and
that one, between us and them, discriminating on the
basis of color--all this is fuel for hell. When you
pray with these things, you pray with the oil of hell.
My
very precious children, think about this. We have to
look within ourselves to see our Father here, within
our hearts. We must have God's qualities here in the
place where He lives, because the qualities of our Father
are here. God's actions must be performed here because
He acts here in our hearts. God's light must enter our
hearts, and we must bring that light-explanation into
action in our hearts. His grace, His treasure, and His
house must be built in our hearts. Only then will He
live there. This work must be performed here in the
heart. We must realize this point for He will let everything
else go. This is His point, this is His light which
is connected to us. This point is a light, a treasure
which exists in everything.
Prayers that come from the heart and actions that come
from the heart go directly to Him. Nothing else will
be of any use to you at all, my very precious children.
Knowledge that does not come from your heart, knowledge
or the ability to speak is of no use to you--no matter
what you may acquire in the world. Even if with great
difficulty you should learn to meditate, or even if
you find a spring, your well will run dry when the weather
turns warm. When there is a lot of rain and snow the
water level will rise, but in hot, sunny weather, your
well will go dry. There will be no spring and no water.
That kind of knowledge is easy, just saying something
is easy, that kind of action is easy, that kind of meditation
is easy, like finding springs on the surface of the
earth. But you must understand that in the next season
the water level will drop and all of these things will
be useless. Your knowledge will be useless, your languages,
your meditation and your wisdom will be useless. Everything
will leave you.
You
must find that deep, true spring which is eternal. You
must discover the spring which will supply you with
water for countless seasons, eternally. And you must
distinguish this spring from the springs which rise
and fall seasonally. To come to that eternal spring
we must go deep, right to that original point, to God.
When we reach that point, three springs will appear
from which the water will flow eternally. You can never
lose that treasure because what comes from those springs
is God's point. God has discarded everything else. Only
His grace will flow from there, eternally.
Precious children, jeweled lights of my eyes, we must
think about this. None of the things God has discarded
are of any use to us. What we hold onto is the oil which
is the fuel for the fire of hell. Our prayers, our worship,
our learning, titles, and honors are all merely the
oil used to keep the fires burning in hell. Therefore,
try very hard to dig deep and find the place which connects
you to your Father.
When will we reach that point? When will we have tranquillity? When will we have peace? When will we discard all the things that are not our Father? Only when we have abandoned all these fights over language and all these religious battles, only then will we receive that treasure from God. My very precious children, my jeweled lights, this treasure is called wisdom. It is called grace. We must find that place and release those springs which will flow with the grace of our Father, the grace of His light and His wisdom.
Precious children, nothing else will be of any use to us. What point is there in working hard for anything else? That is inviting the very disease which will destroy us. We must discard these things, my children, and go on the path to God. We must try very hard to find that one true place. That will be good, my children.
My
love to you. Amin. Amin. I give my love to all
my children. My love and my greetings. If there is any
fault in what I have said, please forgive me. My love.